I'm not particularly happy.?

i could go on for hours and hours explaining to you what i know, what i dont know, and what i believe in. (however i still dont know about the whole God thing yet.) so here is a video that i watched that started me on an amazing spirtiual journey. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSk51Lp-vHU (there are 16 parts) and also this is the guy that i stumbled apon that changed my life http://www.youtube.com/user/thairyan1