ANOREXIC BULIMIC , I NEED HELP !?

i purge 1 or 2 times a week,i did today and i also starve myself as much as possible . today i had special k cereal, a large salad, orange juice(small glass) and about 2 tiny snacks throughout the day which is A LOT for me . i am very upset about how much i ate . but i now have a crazing for nutella . if i have a spoonfull wouldthis be bad ??? :( :(