I am a lesbian... now what?

i remember when lonely was my middle name... i know how you feel hon. if you truly are lesbian you just need to accept and embrace it, look around your area and hunt for fellow lesbians and get into a relationship. you need to learn to break out of your "fashion show" mood and learn to touch and taste. relationships arent as scary as you think, you just need to learn to trust people and go with your gut. best of luck love! :)